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Job Searching and Wonting

Oh, what a beautiful morning, oh what a beautiful day!  My outlook sharply contrasts with the dreary, cloudy day, because I have hope.  After 9 months of unfruitful job searching, I have finally been granted an interview.  Even though this is only a first interview via Skype, it represents much more than that; it represents hope of a promise of personal fulfillment.  It means I am not wasting my time.  It means my MLIS degree was not a waste, but a fruit from a tree which has been tended.  Well, sort of... I waver between chomping at the bit to get back to work, and putting more efforts into my bakery endeavors.  Coupled with my other responsibilities, these two dreams cannot exist simultaneously.  I feel like I'm an undergraduate again, torn between academia and my art studios.  So many general education classes are required, but a focus is also necessary.  Each discipline demands your full attention and devotion, yet leaves you sort of empty, not really fitting in anywhere, ev